i'm so sleepy...i hate exams...
but if i don't pass, i won't become a vet.
other than the fact i have no social life, i am in the course i wanna be in. 30 contact hours a week with more to come next year. apparently all second years end up crying at some stage. Wow.

i was thinking about friends, people i left in malaysia. the new ones i made here. the old ones i know who are here but i never meet up with. every now and then i wonder if i could have done a better job keeping in touch. maybe i'm just lazy which sounds terrible, or the pressures and busyness of life just sucked me in and i have no time. then there's family time which suffers if i hang out all weekend with friends. is there a way to balance work, friends, family, a relationship and church without one suffering. i think not. at least not for me.

is what i'm saying even making sense? am i just drifting along with whatever life throws at me?

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